Angst

Living on the edge

of the mind’s frontier,

led close to the edge

of my capacity to fear.

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Inculcated, by his design

without a firm foothold;

nor, a steadfast ensign

to lift up so bold.

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Rather, these meetings

between myself and he,

will inevitably singe

all my efforts “to be.”

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Yet, a very present help in time of need,

appeared to me to lead me out

of this darkness that had encompassed me,

glistening in shimmering white.

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He foretold of my departure,

and guided me along the way

to freedom in the midst

of existential angst.